The Other Side Of Me

They said they love u but u have to fight for their attention... sounds so wrong right...? yes i dont understand.. becoz u're on my mind most of the time & when things happened, it's u i wanna share it with.. good things, bad things, anything... but what's the point when i'm the least of ur concern...  my life centered around u.. but u hardly see it... i miss the moment where u used to make me feel important.. coz now it feels the opposite....

#cryingmyselftosleep #caretoomuchsucks #iwontbotheranymore #whatdoesntmattertouwontmattertome

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It's bad enough when u're going through tough time alone... but it's worst when u're alone and no one bothers to care :( #sad

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1. Stuck
U feel a strong bond between each other though the bond is invisible but ironically everyone can see it... Literally u feel very much connected.. even when u're in a fight and think that he's the most annoying person on earth, eventually he's still the one that u want to be with... and when hot vampires pass by, u might has your eyes on him and think that he's cute and all but that's the closest place he'll be, in ur eyes... coz ur heart already belongs to another...

2. Parents
U'll start to introduce each other to ur parents and family members... U want him/her to be included in any of ur family events or occasions..

3. Friends
U'll proudly introduce him/her to ur all of ur friends and colleagues doesn't matter boys or girls.... soon, ur friends became his and his friends became yours.... the best part, u trust each other among these friends.... jealousy is out of the picture..

4. Outings
U make plans.... lots of plans (dinner, movies, sports, hiking, travelling etc.) ....together... doesn't matter if it's only the two of u or together with friends... u don't mind others tagging along, as long as u're together...

5. Daily report
Huh?? Why do everything needs reporting.... Naaaahhh... u do it naturally, without even thinking... u just want him/her to know what u're doing, what u're up to, where u're about to go... basically u want to update each other about urself, in real time.... and somehow it feels wrong or weird if u don't "deliver ur daily report"

6. Comfortable
Needless to say? Being comfortable around each other is ur greatest trait... u can do anything together... there's no more walls between u.. u're him & he's u....u can say anything even if it's annoying.. u can just be yourself & be silly together...

7. Communication
U say a lot of things to each other... u share opinions, advice, and sometime u argue and even debate on certain topics... the point is, u just love talking to each other.... endlessly...

8. Financial
U dont mind spending for each other... when u buy things for him/her, it felt like u're buying it for urself and it makes u happy...  u start to have future plans with each others in it and u'll working to make it happen..


and the list might goes on....

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