The Other Side Of Me

I know most people would agree with this statement... Even i once did... But now that i look at it again i seriously think that this is totally NOT cool and a lil bit of self-centered.. Yes, most people don't forget because they need to learned from it... But forgiving does include forgetting.. it's a package.. i mean that's y people call it forgive & forget, right? So u won't ended up bringing an old issue in a new argument in the future because u simply can't let go... 

Just like most people, i've been wronged... i've been hurt, i've been treated like shit... I used to say this thing.. i'll forgive u but i'll never forget what u ever did to me... Can u even count that as forgiving someone? naaahhh..... People always look at how they've been wronged but they never see how they hurt others whether intentionally or unintentionally.... We've heard some cliche words such as Nobody's perfect, everyone makes mistakes bla..bla..bla... unknowingly to us, we hurt other people too... means we have our share in whatever damage it is... I'm not perfect & i can be difficult... i may NOT intentionally hurt others but i can't help it if people misunderstood me... So yes, i take it as my fault.. I forgive & forget but whether i still want them in my life, that's another story... For sure, i never want to remember any of the "sweet mistakes" idiots have done in my life... To all those people who've wronged me before, u're officially forgiven thus forgotten err, do i know u? 

P/s: move on peeps! Don't live in the mistakes of others... 
Forgetting is a favour u do for YOURSELF not for other people

Ever asked a kid a question and they give a very simple answer? because that's how simple they see the world works.. we always thought that as we grow up, going through the ups & downs thus learning all the life lessons from the stupid mistakes that we made, we'll be sooo careful with our actions in the future but at the same time, as we became "wiser" our perspectives on life will be different, hence.... complicated... but the way that i see it, it goes to the very basic thing that we knew when we're little... like...

Don't Lie, Be Honest

Don't make promises u can't keep

Earn ur respect & trust because it's not given

Do things that'll make u happy

Love sincerely

I don't know about others but these were the values that i've learned since i was very little.. All the good things that everyone knows and expect to get but sometimes refuse to give because they're too scared of being disappointed.. well insecurities won't solve anything, it'll only going to make it worst than it is.. By that, one has to have faith.... belief.. that what's meant to be will always be <3

P/s: Fairy tale do exists in the real world :) 

Been busy with work lately... and somehow i just miss having moments of conversations where you can just hang out and talk about anything and got caught up with it until u don't realize how much time has passed... It's like, there's just no end to it... One thing leads to another....  Maybe because i've barely talk to anyone recently... Everyone are just too faraway... and it's depressing... i'm not a talkative person... i'll only have too much to talk with people i enjoy talking to... those people who i can feel connected.. whom i can relate to... and it's more depressing when u're stressed out, u need to let it out badly but there's just no one u feel comfortable to say so u ended up buried it inside that little heart....    

P/s: S.O.S - needing distraction