The Reason

| at 1:11 AM

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

When a good guy falls completely in love, it'll be normal.... but when a bad guy falls truly in love, it'll be a whole different story.... He's a badass that will never be in girls MUST have list.... but he's so gorgeous... and charming... and funny... and HOT and somehow we can't get rid of him from our lives.... He'll hurt us along the way.... again and again... but somehow he managed to make those all up by doing good deeds to make us happy, protecting us to make us feel safe, and never stop trying to  make us smile..... as time goes by.... we look at him & started to recall back the first day that we met him and him that's standing right in front of us and all of a sudden we realized that he's a completely different person from back then.... It's not that he's changed but maybe, this is who he really is.... OR... he's becoming a better person each day without even realizing it because of you.... :)

I think that's what the song all about.... becoming a better person because we fall in love with somebody that wants us to lead a more meaningful life than what we previously have.... We made mistakes along the way & we continuously will try to find redemption to it.... That way, we learned things... It's nice to have found salvation & start our life all over again.... ^^


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Logos Hope

| at 11:18 AM

The largest floating book fair is here!!! I saw the news about floating book fair once in KK but did not have the chance to go during that moment.... So when my classmate mentioned about it in class i was extremely excited to go because i have certain level of addiction to BOOKs!!! I just love to read.... May it be novels or motivational books except text book ofcoz..... So i brought Pol along with me.... Lucky to have a sporting boyfie who would go along anywhere i wanted although he didn't read much :p Over there,  There were quite a number of people with their cameras snapping photos around the area including us of coz. Entrance fee was only RM1 and we were entertained by a saxophonist while waiting for our turn to enter the ship....... U can see a lot of "mat saleh" as well (why are they called mat saleh anyway?)


This is the book section..... All books were tagged with  unit not RM value... and 100 unit is equivalent to RM 8.... For instance if the book is tagged 50... it means that the price is only RM 4.... I think it's because this Logos Hope sails around the world.... so it is more convenient to use unit compare to the currency value for each country where they have to re-tag the books according to the country's currency. Tedious isn't it? All the books were reasonably priced compare to the bookstore that we have here like Popular, MPH...bla..bla...bla..which i seldom go to....  There were varieties of books but limited category..... I cant find motivational books except for Gung Ho! which i've read.. I bought several books & souveniers while Pol bought the world map.... seriously?? a world map?? Talking bout geography... Ok laa... it's quite interesting also to learn all the countries in the world :p I just knew how huge Canada is ~.~"
The ship mesmerized me.... It was huge... I was beautiful.... I felt i was going to  board on Titanic :p

Before leaving we had a break in it's coffee house.... It serves  food & beverages from coffee to popcorn to ice cream.... We didn't feel like we were inside a ship... It felt like walking inside a mall instead :P The nite was fun altogether..... For those who haven't go, Logos Hope is still there waiting for u guys at Pending Port until 13 Nov 2011...... ^^

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Santubong Hiking 15-16/10/11

| at 1:33 AM

It's been hectic these past few weeks till at times i felt it was getting harder to breathe.... With work & study.... marking & assignments..... Urghhhh.... Those days i wished one day would be more than 24 hours.... But in those hectic moments i found time to do some adventurous stuff :p...... Treat it as a way to release all the tensions built inside my head... So what did i do? I went hiking!!!  The suggestion came from pol's uncle since i've never been to Santubong mountain just yet :p

So on the morning of 15 Oct 2011, me, Pol, Kak dedet (pol's sister), Bang omar & his uncle went to the Santubong's police station to file a report. It is a common procedure for security purposes for everyone. Moreover, we were going to stay over night & camp ^^.... 

At the beginning of the climb..... everyone was very excited & full of energy :p
Beside us, there were many other people hike during the weekends...
Seriously it felt like going to a recreational park.... :p



After almost an hour walking, climbing while carrying a heavy bag pack...
I still can smile & pose for the camera... hahah...
We reached this first check point F7 after an hour plus i think...
We were getting quite tired already.
This is the junction to the 2nd waterfall...

As we climbed higher, the route became more and more stiff....  It was a real physical challenge for all of us...
But we  manage to get through it one by one.... Pretty strong will we had there....


This timber step was MADNESS!!!! It didn't only challenge us physically but mentally as well because honestly NONE of us expect to see this or to have to go through this non convincing steps. We thought there was only one of this thingy but we saw one after another.... And those steps were actually getting longer & longer after each step..... The heavy bag pack didn't help the situation.... It made us felt like falling due to the gravity & imbalance of weight....
Plus, the steps were very2 small... kuuuss semengat
We didn't think of turning back.... Juz kept on going although  i was getting really crazy  for going through this steps over and over again like it was never going to end....



And after 6 hours climbing.... FINALLY!!!! We reached the tip of Mount Santubong.... I knowwwww.... it was likeee.... what???  6 hours??? Hey, we were 1st timer... what do u expect??? The most important thing is we did not give up.... We kept going and we reached the TOP!!! :))) Although there was nothing really to see up there other than the view of Kuching, but what matters were SATISFACTION!!! I was proud of myself for successfully went through the obstacles and challenges on that day....


This was the sun set from up above..... simply beautiful...

Next.... after setting up our tent.... we cooked the meals for the nite.... It was spaghetti bolognaise  ^^ plus other can food.... the normal food u will bring for a camp i guess.... sempe2 nyawa pun kena masak mun x.... kebulur suma org
Our tent that we set up :)

Camp fire??? At nite it was really2 cold.... felt like i was in an air-conditioning room.... Berdiang

This would be the one thing that i would NEVER forget..... The nite view from the top.... It might not look as pretty as it was in the pic due to the digital cam resolution.....  But it was really an eye catching view....Moreover, the weather was fine with the stars & the full moon shone brightly at the sky.....  When i saw this, everything felt worthwhile.... We were juz standing there.... looking at the city lights while burning some fireworks :)
That moment was wonderful..... I miss every second of it.... 
Morning came fast..... We went down at 9 am and it was still very2 cold......

It took us approximately 5 hours going down..... It was not tiring like going up.... but the foot & knee cant functioned well though.... maybe it didn't get enough rest.....hoho... lutut sa longgar semacam.... We ended our journey & took bath at the waterfall on our way out :) We climbed, we camped and we went to the waterfall..... what else would i asked? My weekend had been filled with such wonderful memories.... and i look forward for our next adventures :)


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