Insane
Every night i'm crying... Every night i'm stress out.. Every night i can't sleep.. Every day being like dis feels like i'm about to go insane.... I don't know how deep my heart can take it..
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Falling apart
My heart breaks one more time... We're falling apart and he couldn't see it.. I just want us to be together.. And he doesn't know how much i want him to stay by my side... Every time he leaves, i wish it'll be the last.. That he'll never leave me alone anymore.. But i guess he doesn't think that way.. That me being alone is okay... i dont think i can go through this.. Im tired of crying myself to sleep.. I'm tired of all these fights... Another 2~3 years being like this? It'll will only cause too much pain.. Ottokaji? Maybe i should forget what i want... Since it's not going to happen anytime soon... Forget the future that i've dreamed of since he wanted it differently... Forget that i'm waiting for someone since he's already forgotten that there's a girl waiting for him... and maybe juz do my own thing.. And stop thinking about the future that's uncertain...
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Cant sleep
Truth is.. I dont wanna care much.. But somehow i just cant help feeling this sad.. Why do i even have too much tears to cry? It's heartbreaking... And it's tiring to feel sad over the same thing all over again... If missing the one u love so bad is wrong... Then i wish i could just forget this feeling...
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Karma
Karma... What u give to the world will always comes back to u... That's why i always believe in doing the right thing.. But doing the right thing doesn't stop the hurtful things from happening... And as much as we love karma, it doesn't change the fact that the damage is done... What i really wished for.. That i was never broken at the 1st place..
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